In the gun cabinet, the bodies you inhabit through your life
stand up like guns inside the doors.
They open, the present, flickering, takes you
as if by a chain as those bodies form a V
behind you
a hand pulls a drawer by a drawer-pull, all
its lit-up workings applying a lexicon
glittering, like eyeshadow
inside the walls, as
a woman in a white dress
comes to you in a room
the curtains drawn
& stagelights beside them
(you’re searching
for something—you don’t know)
saying, “In the beginning,”
& she takes down a curtain
& hands it to you
heavy & bright
& all of a sudden
there, in the foreground
the person you’d become, in relief against a shadow
the object you’d searched for
the word for that
which you had no name
& by looking, found
a thief
leather gloves
pulled on
you reach in
the drawer
like an eye
your hand
a tongue