and in the morning my skin
is a murmur of incisions
that have a dried offering
nothing permanent
but the lie in my dream I once was
a tumbling deer hurled down the collegiate range
the larvae in the beak of a finch reciting its mating call
the bullet wound in my overgrootvader mining torturous
regret among the dead synapse, its tributary
once flecked wild
terminated by white light—
a raising of hands swooned and swept
under spire.